There is something within me
that is keeping me ponder.
But I have really no idea what is it.
And I really wish to know.
Sometimes, I do not know what is disturbing
or is there anything that I have missed or
simply something is done wrongly.
I do not know.
I am lost in the world
where I really wonder why
and why and why,
but WHAT exactly is it.
I do not see as life being a happy moment
but as a life that I have missed so many
and simply do not know what is behind those darkness.
I miss so many people now,
but when do I have that time,
or is it the time that matters,
or is it just me who needs to leave the world.
I do not know.
My fears are stronger
but why is the world really pressurising me?
By the way,
thank you so much for the laughters
even if we just had a short time to catch up.
It was worth with you people around.
Going back to SKNP is next k?
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________