I am all alone.
Feeling so lonely.
There is no one to entertain me.
I want a house of angels soon.
There is an issue that has yet ended.
I just don't understand why people don't seem to understand.
I have been explaining myself over and over again.
Can't you already see what I want?
I have the talent.
The talent to be creative.
Alhamdulillah.
Insya'Allah, I can advance my creativity.
All I have to do now is marketing.
Market myself.
Being a woman,
and being a Muslim woman,
people seem to have forgotten their roles.
Forgotten? Ignored? Or simply don't know?
Haven't I repeated myself,
"Studying is forever. There is no stopping to it.
It is just the cert and getting a gigantic name
to own lotsa money. Yea, that is the world now.
But I am a woman or simply someone who has other dreams
than making it through to getting that education level."
We have to remember,
the purpose on Earth and the 'Here After'.
I may not be smart or clever.
But I am syukur with whatever I have so far.
Alhamdulillah!
If I to be ever left alone,
Art, Design and ideas are there for me.
That is all?
No.
Some other work calls for me.
I can be a teacher there insya'Allah.
Haven't you heard me saying,
"I wan to teach."?
I am just greatful for being a Muslim.
If you can't be highly educated 'Earthly'
I would rather bring myself closer to educating the beginners.
Insya'Allah, it pays off more than just paradise.
The school meant for me is out.
The result was shocking!
I don't care.
There is just another that bothers me.
Winning their hearts.
I just don't know why there seem to be no motivation
that I could do it.
"Not all are the same,"?
Is there people that I have to impress?
Or simply follow what they want me to do?
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________
