
Uncertainty occurs.
Dreams of unwanted appears.
Do I feel a little or a lot insecure?
Am I having the uncomfortable thoughts and feelings?
I don't wish to let myself think far
into the dark book.
I want to see light from heaven.
It is just few months now
but why do I have this sudden feelings inside?
When he speaks to me,
sometimes I don't hear the right words anymore.
Is he turning into a serious man now?
Or is he just changing himself a little?
But why?
I heard this say once,
"I hope my love will not fade...".
I don't know if I heard it the second time now
but from someone else...new.
I hate the fear of being aware of 'time'.
The feeling is scary
but why does it happen in a pattern?
After reading my past entries
and looking it through by the same dates
but just different years,
there is a trend there.
Bakit?
Sana alam ko lang...
When the mood swings,
faces changes and the attitudes sulks.
Question marks dance above our skulls,
well for me it does.
I am afraid dear.
Afraid that you will let go,
one day...
Just don't change further
because I see them...
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________