Why do I hear screams and arguments?
Is there something wrong with everyone around?
How can I live in such a place that doesn't seem
to have much respect of one another?
Or maybe there is just other things that is the matter.
I really don't know.
I am just so lost.
Confuse.
DEAD!
Must be the devils!
Oh how can I even think of the shit?!
They are freaking everywhere!
That is why lah!
Sometimes you just forget where you come from,
or I simply just ignore it!
Urgh!
How could I?!
Hmmm...yea, it is true,
when I am suppose to speak matters out,
or should I actually say, RULES! before doing anything,
BUT UNFORTUNATELY, IT WAS JUST IGNORED!!!
How could I?!
I am not brave enough to even speak
for the right of myself and whoever.
How could I?!
Even with asking myself such a shit question,
I have no idea that I have led myself into a dark pit, eventually!
Upsi!, Silly Me!
Yayaya...:S
I have been skipping.
So now, He also skips me.
I deserve it!
I am just hurting myself I know!
I am broken with myself, inside.
But nothing shall come out from my mouth.
It will just be within.
Pokingly disturbing my mind.
No heals for it,
but for now, I can just move on
with whatever I have left.
Allah bless me.
Dark pit. Alone.
