When the past haunts,
it just makes the present insecure.
Both parties, or people around starts to wonder, too.
Why does it have to happen any way?

Is that suppose to be questioned?

My past made me the person that I am now.
Alhamdulillah, I am fruitful to have realise it.
SYUKRAN!

There is no stop to making myself realise
the strength that I have within actually.
Everyday is a learning journey to my life.
Just remember who the priority to bow to.

Someone special, so far,
has come into my life.
But, I can never say 'I love you.' freely
when I feel it deeply.
It is simply the past that change the sentence to being useless.

UNGRATEFUL!

He feel that way,
I feel that way.
We are equal in a way...
But how secure are we right now?

ARE WE, yet?

I will want him to make me happy.
Just make me comfortable.
Make me feel like I am living life beautifully,
by having challenges that shall make me closer to my love ones,
and simply loving, caring, missing and appreciating one another more.

I wish to let him know everything that I have gone through.
Slow and steady.
He shall know all, one day.

BUT, do I have the strength?

Allah sees and hears both our doings.
We both, and my parents pray hard that 'WE' shall exist,
INSYA'ALLAH, till the next life.

How wonderful it shall be if the 'we' does happen...

There is nothing much I can do,
but just to lift my hands up high
and seek for Allah's blessings,
upon ME and YOU...