
When the reason was explained.
My mind was running everywhere.
I was dumb.
I was bamboozled,
I was livid,
I was gloomy,
I was speechless.
I was laughing aloud at myself
from within me,
but I knew my fool grins expressed.
It is just an expression he wanted to display.
It was no big deal!;
the other mind of mine screams.
It was just too hard to accept, though.
I felt like a failure.
Hmmm...maybe that was simply how I felt.
.[FAILURE].