The world around me have gone crazy.
Actually it is my mind that have gone wild.
Or is it really?
Argh...I don't know lah...

It's been long since I posted an entry.
And I actually realise how blogging have affected my life.
Every time I feel something unusual or practically something
that is happening around me goes hoo-haa
I just want to blabber about it to the whole world.
Unfortunately, I am just to pack with other important stuff.

Making myself so obsess with the work load that I am given nowadays,
and making my way to the library to do them is just simply calming.
Always blasting my ear drums with the music...
well, one thing that I can't bring into the library is food!
Oh never mind, work come first...for now.
Haahaah...

There has been so much history that I wish to share,
but where do I start???

As I sit and make myself busy with my work,
my juniors who uses the computers catches my attention.
They read blogs.
I giggle and ponder to myself when I see them
making their head really close to the screens and scrolling the mouse.
I ponder what is going on in their minds.
And, do they actually blog-hop till they reach mine?
Hmmm...

Or I will simply go,
who are my 'fans' for reading my~ blog?
It will be interesting to really know who.
But sometimes, things are better the way it is.

An example would be,
me and Dwayne Johnson.
Haahaah...

It is better for me and him to be the way it is for now.
But, inside me, I am wanting him to return to me after everything is over.
When all those stress and hardwork are o.v.e.r...over.
I pray that his decision was meant to be the way that I and him had discussed.
Oh god...

I still care you know~...
I really do.
But how much does Dwayne Johnson know about it?
Or does he even care or think about it?
Oh god...hope he does...

I miss my shopping life
or just simply going out to watch movie and chill.
But thankfully, Saturdays and Sundays are there to save me.
No social life with girlfriends or boyfriends,
but simply my family.

Bowling is such an addict.
But how do I keep myself constant with my throws?
Haiz...

No matter how social life is not present for now,
I am missing lotsa people.
Hmm...la la la la...

I have been having weird dreams lately.
And it is all about SCHOOL!
Oh god!...

One that keeps me wondering why this dream occurs many times is
my teacher and her children.
I just feel so threaten.
I don't know why but I feel like it.
I am just so afraid to even look at that teacher.
Did I just make the wrong decision of delaying something?
I really have no idea,
but the best move for me right now is,
hmm...I actually don't know what move to make.
I still wanna smile at her.
I even wish to talk to her like a girlfriend.
I mean, if I can sms her in a way like [that],
so why not right...?
Hmmm...I guess I just think too much huh?
Hmm...makes me ponder again...

I still wanna bake those brownies!

Well, well, well...
the last thing to conclude is .[freaking love].
I don't know why some people are just so unwise!

"This is NOT the right time.
And it is NOT the end of your life.
So why bother so much of wasting time on the unwanted?"

It is all about [young love].
Just be mature enough to think what is your priority right now...
getting those brilliant points!