No matter how I wish he listens
And no matter how much anger I have inside,
He shall not appear in front of me.
He is gone.

He left me with silence for long
Then he officially left me with the devils heart;
A heart that I was surprise to know.
I guess he was not the man that I knew all this while,
So please tell me I was dreaming.

That is why I said reality is such a drastic life.
But that is how Allah created life for all.
There are the ups and downs.
I just have to be strong.

There is no time for drama.

I was being the nice one all the way,
And I was the one who followed his backside,
Which MummyBev did not admire at all.
Therefore now, I just realise that,
HE WAS JUST THE MAN FROM THE HELL ZONE.
Astargfirullah.

Allah knows best.

For now, I am happy the way it is.
Even if I have the anger in me that wants to scream,
I shall just put them aside.
Thus, when the perfect time comes,
I shall blast my bullets at him.
Bullets that shall make him ask for mercy.

How evil I could be?
Nope. Not me.
He asked for it.

Overall, I will just summarise with a shoutout,
"I shall just keep quiet coz only Allah swt. knows best."
FullSTOP.