Time just travels so fast.
It really does.
Maybe, the next thing I know,
O level exams are just a few HOURS away!

Goodness gracious.
No matter how much you make yourself
so committed for the Almighty to help you,
ONLY I can help myself!!!
[BUT THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU PUT HIM ASIDE.
HE IS THE ONE WHO WILL MAKE YOU STRONG.
DON'T BE MISTAKEN!]

I made myself absent for those dates
But I just could not help going for it.
I made myself so busy at home that is why.
I just need a break from seeing classrooms.

Those Mdms are just going to scream
in my ears when I get back.
But, ouh well, who will give those MERCY?!
No way.

I am the eldest.
Self study was in me since my schooling life.
No private tutors.
Who was there to guide my intelligence,
NO ONE.

My parents, they were just the people there.
Any way, I am not putting the blame on them.
Eventually, I am feeling so bless though for Allah
has written about my life the way it is.
I am someone who is brought up independent and strong,
Insya'Allah & Alhamdulillah.

The maturity of me is just blooming each day...each year.
Insya'Allah.

Now, that my schooling life has gone far,
which eventually is nearer to the END.
But still, I feel no confidence in it.
The O.

My darlings in life have been encouraging me with words,
but it is really up to my HARDWORK that will pay-off.
So yea, it is up to ME!

However, have you ever thought why do you get stress
over something that actually should not even be???

Ouh how I wish that I could just go back to my primary life.
The path where all the knowledge started.
As I flip the pages of my sisters' books,
all the knowledge are from there.
It all started THERE!

Secondary is just like an extra knowledge of 25%.
TWENTY-FIVE PERCENT!!!
But this 25% is from the start of sec 1.
Really, how I hope I would have just been...argh.
It is too late to wish for.

So now,
all I could do is to share my experience with my JUNIORS.
This is FREE GOLD CARD for you juniors!