You look into my eyes
And tell me what you see.

Do you see my pupils?
Or do you take the risk to stare deep
And see something else?

Who are you to me now?
Just a lost lover
Or someone who just cannot be bothered?

Where have you been these days?
Away to the land of no technologies?
Or just having a time of your own?

You can tell me off about how annoying I can be
But did you see the thoughts of mine are about you?

Her mummy talked to her last night.
She just sat by the corner of the kitchen
And listened to what her mummy got to say.

She laughed to her mummy's' say.
She did laugh out loud
And kept shaking her head to disagreement.
She did whispered,
"Ouh mummy, do you think you know what you are saying?"
But she knew her mummy heard them all.

Tears drew down her cheek while she still sat by the corner.
Her handphone was with her.
She was busy chatting at the same time.
Before she was counselled,
She was letting out her frust towards her mum
About some ppl she was chatting with.
Someone who she had been waiting for a reply...
Him.

The day before,
She asked him how was he?
Was that wrong of her to ask that?
Because, sadly, she got a reply from him,
"Eh, you still remember me?"

She was lost.
What had she done wrong?

She was screaming inside her
Just hoping that he would reply her.
But no matter how far her screams could be heard
He did not bother.
She thought that maybe he loved what she was doing
Because she looked like a fool.

She loves to think.

When he finally replied her,
All he could say was,
"...bz..."
Forever.

She wished that he was in front of her.
She wished to scream in tears in front of him.
She was so upset.

Maybe he just do not realise that he will be away for long.
He will be away on her precious day.
Which eventually she has a freaking date with the unwanted.
She now thinks far that her day of 19 will just turn down.

Does he know that he will be far away
And return after awhile
And she will see him fly again...
This time for a longer period.

How could he be so stingy?!

She just misses him,
Which she actually should not.
Why?
Kasi kaylangan ikaw ay mamahalin sa akin!!!
Hindi ako...

Think about it
And stop those stares
As if I am in the wrong room...