"Oh tuhanku, murahkanlah rezeki keluargaku."
It was not easy to face those rejections in the room.
I came in and out with documents,
Just to prove.
But unfortunately,
All they can say was,
"Sorry, it's not eligible."
"Sorry, it's not eligible."
"Sorry, it's not eligible."
"Sorry, it's not eligible."
"Sorry, it's not eligible."
I could not stand it.
I had to get out of the room.
I could not stand the firmness on their faces.
It was as though I was begging for THEIR money.
It was as though I was cheating them with my proven documents.
It was as thought I was making them a fool out of my finance need.
They could just have talk to me in a much comfortable manner.
They could just have read the hidden words behind my eyes.
However, they could not.
I could not stand to hold back my tears.
People were all around me.
I could not show how stress I was financially.
It was crazy.
I just had to hide myself behind walls.
Oh how I wish I could work to help my dearest(s).
Another thing,
[THANKS] for making a fool out of my 'rudeness'!
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________