My words may have caused so much pain
My words may have said without a thought
And now I feel the pain
But it happens when you are angry
Or just wanting to prove your defence
Forgive me.
My words are difficult to trust
Because they don't last long
Or just so hard to make up my mind
But whatever is felt inside
Only god knows how lost and broken it is
How could you?
Now you may be gone; forever
But I'm not going to forget anything
Or everything about you.
Three hundred and sixty-five is never a nothing
But whatever I say,
There prolly be an excuse that I'm fib.
Sometimes I wished I could have not known you
But it is just because of the present hatred
But walking down the memory lane,
It was always special
However, sad to say,
You were always afraid to do it.
Too afraid to break the 'man of words'
You just did it for your sake of your happiness
But never mine.
Too bad;
Both have lost each other;
Because of you.
Oh, I jolly well stop the drama
It is really useless now
Nothing and never a thing can be done.
I may have not gone to you
I may have not seen the truth
But no matter what
You deserve a better one
"Hell ya you agree!"
It's true anyways.
Find:
A better someone
That you can trully said 'I Love You'
Considering, not changing your mind after a while;
.Which you eventually did to me.
A better someone
That no father comes driving around.
.Which you totally had a memory of hard core.
A better someone
That accepts you better
Or rather best than ME.
A perfect guy
Deserves an angel.
That is not me, unfortunately.
Happy searching
Or should I say
You have found your shit?!
Keep your friends out of my life;
You were loved;
But jealousy was still strong within;
And you didn't give a damn after all;
You lost the love for NOTHING;
A total waste I should end.
.DAMN.
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________
