Is saying sorry really working?
Will people accept it when you keep saying it OVER & OVER again??
Why is this happening to me???
Sometimes when people blog,
They just want people to know everything about them.
They just want to vomit out all their secrets.
And what happens if a blog is such a trouble maker?
What if the blog is the reason for all the break-ups with your love ones???
How can this happen to me?
Is it because i'm not careful at all?
Or is it because i'm just so open with everything i've got to say???
Why do you have to make me suffer like this?
I'm sorry to ask you a silly question...coz the ans is all in ME!
Sorry is used again but it doesn't have a cure to the word.
Or is there actually?
I just let go a friend a month ago,
And my feelings ain't cured yet.
And now, SUBHANA'ALLAH!
Double, Triple...MILLION slaps on my chest.
I was called a;
LIAR
HYPOCRITE
UNTRUSTWORTHY
Masya'Allah!
I think i have enough of talking, using my mouth.
Because i think i just don't say the truth behind it.
But have you ever thought that every TRUTH can just blast people's heart
And what?, they get hurt emotionally???
Now i'm just praying for a miracle.
A miracle that will help me explain things up with people that will make me happy.
At the mean time,
A friend, just wanted everything OFF.
And another one just got a wrong idea of my blog.
I just feel like tearing out everything but it is keeping IN.
Who else can i turn to to cry out everything.
But it is not other than someone that i want to explain things up to,
MNI!
To who it may concern,
I just need you to make me HAPPY!
Make me alive again with LOVE!
Make me feel that no one else can make me happy except YOU!
Slowly, my past will fade away, if you keep me believing that you can change my history to a MEMORABLE one, this present.
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________