Brought up being the first child
It is a blessing for me
Brought up in the kampong
I learned about being independent
Taking initiative with all my surroundings
That is a real blessing for me too
Not being around my parents
And not brought up by my parents
It's just another thing for me
I just didn't get the whole basic of what type of child
they want me to be
So till now,
I live with my own rules
But I'm so blessed that I'm given that wise-ness
Wise-ness to use those own rules of mine
Schooling for me was all by myself
Just studying and achieving that hot spot all on my own
There was no one to give me that guide
I guess it was all about the recognition that I got to keep me going
It was a total gift for me to bring that hot spot
till my secondary life
So now, I just have to keep challenging myself
It's hard but I've got a guider in life (so no worries)
Guiding my siblings is one tough job
I really have to watch out
But they are a total different from me
I just don't get along well with them
That is why I said, I live with my own rule
They try to communicate with me but I guess,
I just don't have that patience
But never mind, I'll just wait till they reach that 'wise-ness'
Another thing being the first,
You are always in the look out!
That was a nightmare for me
But now, not any more
Basically,
AKO AY ISANG ANAK NA BAYI NA MAGING UNA SA PAMILYA
I'm happy and proud of that!
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________
