I got to know friends from all kind of weird connections.
TV.
Internet.
Friends house.
Hari Raya visit.
But there is a special friend that i found.
MFBAK!
He tagged me in 'LoveHappens' (LH).
I tagged him back.
Then, he gave me a message through LH.
I could not reply him through that.
I had to pay.
So i decided to find other ways.
LH
LH
LH
LH
LH
LH
LH
Next thing i knew, i was searching for him in Friendster.
"Search: Mfbak"
Tada!
There he was.
The one and only!
Clik it and viewed the pics.
Read the profile.
Read almost all the testimonials.
"Handsome."
"Girls out there, what are you waiting for?"
" Grab him."
" ...surprise that he is still single..."
Those were the testi's from his friends.
I was interested to know him better.
Saw his MSN.
Added him.
Then, started exchanging introduction of ourselves.
FRIENDSTER
FRIENDSTER
FRIENDSTER
FRIENDSTER
FRIENDSTER
FRIENDSTER
FRIENDSTER
Born with INITIATIVE,
I guessed his hp number.
Chat with him almost all the time on MSN.
He was working.
I was on holiday.
MSN
MSN
MSN
MSN
MSN
MSN
MSN
One night, thought of him.
Contacts,
Farid,
His no.,
I smsed him for the first time.
He was surprised.
"Hey! Am i dreaming? If i am, i don't want to be woken up."
SMS
SMS
SMS
SMS
SMS
SMS
SMS
Somewhere early December.
The very first time we met.
I fell in LOVE.
My mother was there.
She saw him.
She liked him.
He was hesitating to meet though.
He thought he was 'seleke'.
But never mind, luckily his friends forced him to meet me.
All because,
I was there.
We were just 'minicentermetres' away from each other.
His friends also wanted him to be in the club of... 'non-singles'?
Well, there he was.
Standing beside E-zone.
With Fie.
Our eyes met.
I and Farid.
I talked first.
"Farid?"
We smiled.
He smiled the MOST.
Too nervous i guess.
=)
=)
=)
=)
=)
=)
=)
VIVO
E-ZONE
EYES MET
FELL IN LOVE
FACE TO FACE
HAPPY FEET
HAPPY!!!
On 16th December.
We went out.
In coincidence, we were both in PINK!
Suppose to go for lunch but planned canceled.
Suppose to go for shopping but canceled too.
No reason.
Well, I lied about not being hungry.
But i was feeling more of UNCOMFORTABLE to eat in front of him for the1st time.
Aniw, i was fine with it.
Maybe.
Had to get a drink.
He bought for me a drink from Starbucks.
Don't know what was that red drink.
It was just alright.
Not my type of drink.
He should have gotten me the same as he had.
He should have introduced me some of the great drinks there.
I was new to all those X drinks.
Only people like him drink those.
After that, went round and round Vivo.
Bought movie tickets.
De Ja Vu.
While waiting, my hands were frozen with the drink.
Then, my braclet fell.
"Its alright. I'll put it myself."
But i couldn't.
It wasn't me though, it was the bracelet.
It just didn't want to clip on purpose.
It wanted Farid to hold it.
"Never mind la, I'll help you", Farid.
Fine.
That was sweet!
I was still suffering from the freeze.
Don't know if he knows.
Aniw, i didn't like that scene though.
Too paiseh.
*BLUEK*
It was time for the movie.
Shouldn't have thrown away my drink.
He sat on the left.
I was on his right.
The movie was just nice for me.
There were scary scene.
Hid near him.
Did I?
Btw, i love the smell of his perfume.
Don't know if that was perfume
Or maybe some other smell coming from him...
After the movie,
Got myself something from 7-eleven
7-mine
11-his!(b4)
WOW...what a surprise!
Looking for the 7-eleven was a short scene of us acting in
De Ja Vu.
He knows what i'm talking about.
Then, there was a short 'suspence'.
He was 'attach'!
To the...NEW PAPER!
Enjoyed that moment
+
The hidden secret i was hiding during the whole time i was with him.
MET
PINK
DRINK
"AROUND THE WORLD"
MOVIE
DE JA VU
SUSPENCE
On 201207
The Phone Call.
We started to talk on the phone.
CALL
PHONE
LATE NIGHT
CALL
PHONE
LATE NIGHT
GOT TO KNOW BETTER
On my brother's birthday party he was invited.
Celebrated his birthday at my place.
Met my parents.
Coincidence, nanay and nono was there too.
He was surprise that i planned his birthday.
I was happy!
Very happy.
My mother's friends' saw him too.
Till now, they still ask about him.
Then,
My father made a 'deal' with him.
Meetings:
Till this day, we only talk on the phone.
We can't meet.
It was part of the deal.
Its sad!
Frustrating!
But now,
It is much frightening.
Our conversation and connection don't seem to be stable.
I'm missing him so much.
But don't know if he does.
I care about him.
But don't know if he does care about my feelings at all.
I'M MISSING HIM SO SO MUCH!!!!
I believe that this is not the first time.
I believe that i've been like this for a very long time now.
Farid, can you feel that?
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________
