

THIS is HARD!
how will i survive THIS if we ALWAYS end up like THAT???
I'm TOO SCARED of him...
HOW is it POSSIBLE for me to even FACE HIM NOW???
i don't know what to talk about
i don't know what to tell him
i don't even know WHAT in the HELL am i TALKING to him ABOUT
I FEEL SO BLOODY CRAPZ!!!
WHAT IN THE HELL IS HAPPENING...
can we have PEACE
and
CLEAR this OUT!!!
[[i'm SICK AND TIRED OF THIS!!!!]]
{i just want it OVER}
I'M FREAKING SCARED!!!
...I THINK IT IS ALL ABOUT THE FREAKING ME!!!...
my fault!
just BLAME ME FOR IT
because it is ME, MYSELF and BLOODY i!
how i wish you were actually here to actually SEE AND FEEL HOW i FEEL...
YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO ME!!!
i mean it!
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________