i don't wish to CALL myself that but i feel that way.
Today, i had training. as usual.
i'm the one who will be planing out.
i'm the one who will be telling people what to do.
i'm the one who gives instruction to all the NCOs.
however, i feel LIKE an ASSHOLE doing ALL those STUFF
when i don't GET the total ATTENTION and RESPECT that i NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL like a TOTAL shit planning the WHOLE schedule for the TRAINING.
then, when i give split the JOBS to the NCOs, i'm sure, there will be SOME comments about me BEHIND my ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!
if the are to complain or what so EVER...
do they have the INITIATIVE to plan out the SCHEDULE for the DAY????
i don't think so.
if they are to paln out...it will be LAST MINUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!
FREAK!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!
i want to help MY school's UNIT to be GOLDEN good in DISCIPLINE!!!!!!!
BUT i don't think I AM STRONG enough to take it.
i ALWAYS feel like i'm TALKING to the DAMN wall all the time during training.
IT"S A DAMN SHIT!!!!!!!!
YOU tell ME...what I CAN DO....
if ONLY someone COULD........
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________