I didn't get the chance to write in any blog yesterday. i was so dissapointed!, mad!, jealous!, and...Expressions that I don't know how to discribe it.
Well, i'm talking about yesterdays' result overall. I was expecting myself to get 1st in Art but Amirh got it. I'm 2nd. Maybe. Last year i was 1st so that's why i wanted to get it again...but...
Any way, there is nothing to be angry about it anymore. it's already done, written and it's final.
It's alright if i can't getany trophies for being 1st in any subjects but atleast a chance to be in the top 5 but i don't think so. My marks persentage is just damn low for the top 5. I may not get the things that i got last year. Not any more.
Aiyah...it's not the end of the world yet and I still have achance next year. Yes, a chance next year but...ah forget it. I'm just angry with myself. It's really hard for me to overcome it. Really hard...
Well, now my strategy for next year is to concentrate more and being able to study really hard. Not only hard but smart. I must make a timetable for myself. I must!!!
I think that sometimes I really have to scold myself for being a LaZy pig!!! Seriously tRuE!!!
It's because of laziness.
Ah...i better stop now. I've expressed myself enough. I'll just have to work realy hard next year!!!
To all, take good care of yourself.
Astalavista...
Nadia...
______________________________BING BING; nadia______________________________
